i don't know if these links wORk you might have 2 find the songs yourself
But i should be Dead by now, Dead by Dean & the seven deadly sins

acceptance / fear THE CURE i don't feel it if you don't feel it...
http://www.actionext.com/?words=let%27s+go+to+bed

fury / anger
peter Gabriel's Passion from: the Last temptation of Christ - how appropriate
http://www.actionext.com/?words=peter%20gabriel%20last%20tempation%20of%20christ
(also maybe Lady Gaga - Brown Eyes)

pride / euphoria
Black eyed peas: I got a feeling (tonight's gonna be a good night)


LUST & Envy Boom Boom Pow
http://www.actionext.com/?words=black%20eyed%20peas%20-%20Boom%20Boom%20Pow

Greed
SHE IS ME INSIDE OUT, she is everything exposed & deceived & used to betray 10X's over since he was
Killers : Daddy's Eyes (see last entry)

Sloth - also know as Denial.... Lady Gaga Paper Gangster
http://www.actionext.com/?words=paper%20gangster

http://www.actionext.com/?words=brown%20eyes

this song is about my Brown eyes.

http://www.actionext.com/?words=paper%20gangster

this song is about Mata-physical Pimpin'.
& Paparazzi

& the rest of the Fame Album like Poker Face is this. ..

http://www.actionext.com/names_t/the_killers_lyrics/daddys_eyes.html


(the rest of the album says it all... Saw Dust.)

Ha ha ha, it's more like the traffic hit me, but that's semantics.
Did i Hit traffic? Yeah, ha haha ha Ha HA hAHA Ha!

REALIZATION REALIZATION REALIZATION REALIZATION REALIZATION REALIZATION!!!!

if i laugh when i talk about my pain or troubles,
it is bc i am enlightened. (Laruoc 2009)

yeah, every psycho-analyst/therapist/friend/colleague has asked me throughout my life;

I finally have the answer after, 2nd guessing myself for decades, & seriously exploring as honestly as i could see. Thank you & Good night. (c) Laruocco 2OO9

it's only april but
husband's taken up Smoking again
& i Gambling.

the kids are both walking & talking sorta; ran into Wox, truth is my life is Willy Wonka & chocolate Factory

that was hot last night; finally visited Hysterical Dementia & Justin wanted to do that for 17 years
-- " if you were 'pretending' to be a performance artist, isn't that a performance, DID I JUST PSYCH MYSELF OUT? "
& Steve Bird in his Clown shower cap.
i'll look you up on facebook.

(thinking of doing Surf Reality, the Next Generation, for the babies of the crazies. clown babies.)

Be careful what you're sorry about, bc it means i was supposed to be mad.

i named my baby after afro sheen

see how deflated my belly is? wrinkly deflated skin. & the boobs

anyone else see direct correlations between the stock exchange & the uterus i mean universe? i.e. traumatic or bountiful events & phenomena that mirror the Dow, i.e. pregnancies, births, nursing children, broken arms, weight gain or loss, size of boobs, menses vs. lunar synchronizations. Due you follow the Tao?


OMG spent ALL DAY on this CHART - that's just cause i had to keep on tending to the kids

i charted my menses against the Dow. The Waxing Waning Volatility effects of the New & Full Lunar Cycle vs. the Tidal Forces of my Uterus.. 6 month TAO CHART, NYC DOW Vs. LARUOCCO Lunar-Menses data since stopping nursing baby SHEEN, (also see previous year to see the effect of pregnancy... nursing child & 2nd pregnancy effects on the BALANCE OF THE UNIVERSE/Uterus. also see,: Planetary Tao Lunar Menses Tidal Diagram below)


Heavenly Body Diagram of the Balancing - or TAO : the Lunar orbital WAXING WANING cycle vs. the LARUOCCAN MENSES. The NYC Dow Fluctuations caused by the repositioning of the gravitational effects of the Laruoccan Uterus & the MOON.


(in re: she follows the Dow, it's the other way around perhaps, ref: it is 'channeling me')
also to follow: Critical Analysis of New Moon- Full moon Synchronization to the LARUOCCAN Menses-Tidal Forces & its re-calibration w/ volatility & Decline; & ASSessment, there may be a reversal of harmony if the Laruoccan menses shifts toward during the New Moon, bc the NYC DOW will have to pull in the opposite direction- counter balance it's gravitational squeeze.
it's sort of like when the ground hog sees it's shadow?

[also ref: Gravity & Relativistic dilation of thought, transcription to follow]

re: the icecream that is melting in my car*
&, the ringing as in addition to the 24/7 Ringing in the summoning kinda however i know when you are sleeping Regular Tinnitus.

Uncovering truth, bottom line, as in any art or meaning
you've got to KnoW where to stop
in kNOwing how things wORk,
or else it disintegrates & your mind is a mess of existential beans.

[*yeah, & i can make him thINK about me too.
i just stART thinking about the ice cream that's melting in my car as i'm driving that i've got to get in the refrigerator, motorcycle threading the needle
it wORks both ways go0d or bad, stART thinking causes treble-ation in the universe, causing all kinds of magnetic, psychic, electric, you-name-it fields. & sometimes an effort to stop it only makes more forces, ESPecially upon re-ignitions of things once before transpired

so now i'm doing it, i'm thINKing really really hard, except that was when i was in the car... it loses so much in transcription.. dilution in the re-interpretation of the thoughts of how i might actually type it,
which is really just a re-inFORcer of the event, & only {circumspect?}.]

& then they Go & have a 60 minutes piece about thOUGHt recognition, get all technical about it, it's Quantum (quantum mechanics), which i almost failed in college, bc i tried to prove the pink pickle via mere inference! i never wanted to learn the math about it, to me it was all NUMBers.